God's unfailing love

Then he said, “May the Lord not be angry, but let me speak just once more. What if only ten can be found there?” He answered, “For the sake of ten, I will not destroy it.”

(Genesis 18:32 NIV)

This verse just shows Gods' love for humanity just right from time. Out of a large city, He could have saved them all just for the sake of 10 righteous ones (which He obviously didn't find). His unfailing love and forgiveness has always been  portrayed throughout the Old testament! Imagine how much more grace, love and mercies we are privileged to have through our Saviour Jesus. Through His love, He sent His son to come die for us so we could be closer to Him! And what do we do about it? Chill and ignore and just let d blood of Christ Jesus be in vain in our lives?? Tell me, do u prefer an eternal peaceful life or groan in pain in hell just because of your little ignorance?  Its high time we think more than a second and reconsider and retrace our steps before its too late. Don't let His blood be in vain in your life. Make good use of it for ur sins now.  

Ask the Holy spirit to lead you to Christ. He hears and trust me He's ready to take you to where you truly belong. Why? Because GOD's LOVE FOR US IS UNFAILING. NOTWITHSTANDING OUR PAST. :) and thats why I love Him so much and will continue to strive to please Him n Him alone. 

Strive to Survive?

How much can you do to make God love you? How much can we do to help us make heaven when the end comes? How much effort can we put into building a positive and unshakable relationship with God? How much can we completely stay away from sin? How many temptations can we withstand?

HOW MUCH CAN WE STRIVE TO SURVIVE THROUGH OUR CHRISTIAN RACE?!

This is just a short one to make you realise that you can do nothing without the love of God. You cannot survive one day without the love of God. You can never be holy if not for the love of God. You will never have true happiness without God's love. 

If you are struggling with one problem or another, if you are battling addiction, if you are desperately seeking God's face and trying to make him happy, know that you cannot strive to survive this struggle. All you need to do is to rest in the amazing, inseprable love of God Almighty though Jesus Christ His son. It is time that you stop trying figure out what your problem or issue is and start trusting God to turn things around for your favour, time to stop regretting your past mistakes and be restored by His grace, time to nail your guilt to the cross and allow God's glory radiant in your life. It is time to stop striving to survive. But strive to know God, strive to rest in His love, Strive to live by grace, strive to allow God's peace in your heart. 

And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.

2 Corinthians 12:9 & 10

Know that God loves you beyond words can express... I really wish I could explain how much God loves us all! I am a testimony of His indescribbale love! Rest in his perfect love today and let Him help you out in this tough times and struggles you are going through. 

End time revelations

Earthquake and Rapture Revelation

I was in a church where I used to go and worship. The pastor at the pulpit was crying for forgiveness and encouraging the congregation to pray for mercy and forgiveness that the end-time is near and it is now! The lady was in tears and the whole room was filled with groaning and prayers. All of a sudden, the building we were in tilted to one side. and we all fell to the side. I looked out through the window and noticed that the ground was cracking open. people were running back and forth for safety. I was in tears and could not cope. I heard  voices cry; 'its too late', 'God have mercy', Lord please'.

My heart could no longer take this revelation so I got up!

Jesus is coming back sooner than we expect. Be prepared because few minutes away from now may be too late. Going to church would not take you to heaven! Being a chorister, preacher, leader or taking up roles at church will not take you to heaven. Come to Jesus for Him to build a great relationship with you now before it is too late.

MY STORY: MASTURBATION (part 3)

                                                                   

As I prayed, i felt comfort, one that i've never felt before. I could not comprehend it!  

"How is it that i just sinned and God is so close to me, comforting me?!" I wondered. 

The spirit within me led me to listen to Joyce Meyer and i learnt to 'lay my burdens at His feet' 

I slept off as I listened to the sermon full of peace and rest of mind. 

That morning, i dreamt and saw myself singing at the pulpit Jamie Grace; Beautiful day. The congregation was singing with me and so was my sister. After a while, they stopped singing and I kept singing as i smiled and watched then take their seats. 

Suddenly, began to feel someone coming towards me. I turned to my left and behold, was a very tall dark man.  He smiled at me and I assumed that everyone else had seen Him walk towards me so I looked at the congregation but they seem not to have noticed this man at all. That amazed me. I looked back to the man and asked "who are you?" 

"It is so sad that most people do not know hoe much I love them." He replied to me. 

He kissed me on my left cheek twice and I felt that was God that had spoken to me! I felt like the most blessed person on earth! I felt soo grateful n thankful that He could come so close to me when i just committed sexual sin! 

Weeks went by and I was standing strong. I avoided watching most movies, using most social networks, unfollowed people that posted or reposted inappropriate posts and yeah, i lived like i wanted to. Though i was not too close to God as I would have loved to, i knew I was living a sinless life. 

I reunited with someone i had not seen for quite a while and he invited me to visit him. He had shown his interest on getting into a long-term relationship with him that may lead to marriage. Though my spirit wasn't willing, I felt i could give it a go. So i agreed to go out on a date with him. He was very nice and I had fun. We went to a park though, and there, he tried to touch my breasts. I firmly resisted this though I was quite in a shock. After this, i really did not want anything to do with him anymore. 

He rang and apologised for his attempt and made it clear to me that he won't touch me like that again if i do not want to and asked for another day out. 

During these times, i was sooo weak spiritually. I barely prayed from my heart. Only just uttered words of prayers that I did not really mean. 

Anyway, we went out and I; me, I suggested we go to a park nearby... (All because i just loved this particular park) he liked the idea n eh, we did go. 

After a long walk and talk, we decide to sit and chill. It was quite windy and cold. 

I felt quite comfortable to get closer to him to get warm... and this time, i could not stop myself from having two love bites at the end of it all. At some points, while he caressed me, I was asking if what we were doing was right or wrong. I wasn't sure! He told me it didn't matter as long as we were going to be together. 

Deep in my heart, I felt the urge to stop and walk away but nahh! I just could not help the sensational feeling. This was the first time a guy had touched me the way he did. 

God so kind still, I was on my period and I just could not let him kiss me. That would have been my first kiss at 19 with a guy i did not really love. 

My sister started to ring my phone after a while as i had been away from home for a while. She was worried and concerned of what was going on. She had feelings that i had sex with Him. 

Anyways, her calls set us on our way back. I felt soooooo terrible, ashamed used and wasted when I got off that bench. I could not look at the face of d guy any more. I got angry and felt like throwing myself to the ground. Bt i thought of ways to comfort myself and started to pinch myself. As we walked out of the park tears rolled down my eyes in shame, regret n reproach. I could not blame the boy afterall, i let loose of my own dignity. 

I managed to tell my sister what had happened and geezz! She encouraged me to an extent that I felt great about myself again. 

I prayed that night like I had not done in a while and i was inspired to write a book. As I woke up, i wrote all i had seen and then thought to myself that my life must be going the way it is for a purpose. Maybe for you guys to learn from. 

After two days, I started to think back to the incident and the park and the spirit came over me again. I started to masturbate... I had made a promise to God after the dream never to masturbate again but i just broke that promise. Like seriously?! What on earth was wrong with me?! 

Few days after, there was a prayer meeting at our house and the pastor that came singled me out and prayed for me! He prayed all I needed him to pray; as if he knew my story. I was soo filled with the Holy Spirit that night. 

I noticed that whenever i fell from grace, I got closer to God when I prayed. This was because at the times when i was 'free' i didn't spend as much time as I should have with God: reason why I fall for temptations that came my way. 

Advice: whenever you get close to God, try hard not to slack but make the distance to Him even closer each day. How? Just a sincere prayer from deep in your heart morning and evening can keep you going. 

I had broken a so-called promise I made to God and geez. I know what that could result to. Indeed, God is merciful. As I write now, I am hoping that I keep been strong to overcome the temptation whenever it comes again. 

God still uses me, inspires me, helps me and supports me. Though I do not know what would happen to me in the future, I am sure God would give me the strength to go through. 

One thing I forgot to add, at various points where prayed for help, I was led to various motivating and soul lifting/resurrecting verses. I kept record of all of these verses and my favourite was/is 2 Cor 12:7-10. Vs 9 says ' each time He told me, my grace is all you need. My power works beat in weaknesses. So now, I can boast in my weaknesses so that that the power of Christ can work through me". 

This did not give me a licence to keep falling voluntarily to my weakness, but it gave me the power I needed when I fell after my souls has struggled and been defeated by my flesh. 

God used those verses as my backbone spiritually.